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wednesday blues (and aches)

it's a wednesday. oh dear. school's coming so soon. rah.

um my arms and abs (almost non-existent ones) hurt. from yesterday's interesting muscle conditioning that we did. stupid rain... to add on to that, my strained hamstring muscles are still a tad bit painful. much better than the days before though. strange, i've never had such bad muscle strain before. i don't understand why. ahha okay maybe i do, uh i didn't warm down after training. but it was raining! excuses i suppose. lol.

okay i have a theory behind why i eat so much. you see, i have a hidden talent. i can hear food talk. something like dr doolittle, he could hear animals talk. but i can hear food talk! most of the time they say this to me:

"EAT ME! EAT ME!"

they chant it repeatedly. as if crying for mercy. uh, yeah so most of the time i oblige. haahha. terrible right?

just when i'm getting rather used to the staying-at-home lifestyle, the school's gates are about to reopen. darn. well at least it was a quite productive holiday? i managed to lose weight (although i put a lot of it and more back on after that). ahha. sigh. okay i am going to lose more weight! roar. no more people tempting me to eat -looks pointedly at pam. discipline! go me. haha.

thought for the day:
alkali metal + water -> alkali metal hydroxide + hydrogen

my chem teacher would be so proud. hahaha.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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